back on track, challenges, new directions

so i'm working it out on point...exercising often and i'm HAPPY!!!

someone wanted to challenge me today at work, but no i'm not having it! walked away, said a prayer, cooled down and didn't let it get to me. but i did have to advise my sup it's time for him to make a move...i think he's very passive and doesn't want to get into stuff, but i really believe he starts mess...he don't like me and he's passive and scary...so idk, but i'm not letting it worry me...i prayed, and stayed outta the drama...did i mention i'm HAPPY!!!!

I'm thinking about doing something different...not sure the direction i will be taking, but it's going to be something interesting...I hope it helps propel my future business....I'm sure it will, i just must make it happen...but i also know i'm spread really thin right now, so i gotta chill, plot and plan

I am HAPPY!!! I have goals, and I must make them happen...I must keep prayerful and make sure I'm following the Lord's path and continue to ask for guidance and listen for the directions...tomorrow i'm going to weigh, haven't done that in 3 weeks, nervous, but I know I will have positive results!!

Goodnight world, the babbler is sleepy

self sabatoge

my impatience and maybe a little self pity allowed me to do something i really regret...not because of the act, or the person, but because of what else i want...i want something more and something better but i cheapened it for the right now, that gave no inkling or resemblance of the want...it was something but it wasn't comfort...
i have a hard time slowing down, i want things in my time, but i can't always have it in my time...I know that the behaviour i exhibited can affect my want for more, more might not want that impatient girl...so i must become patient and always work towards the wants not the right nows....right nows are many, wants are few and far between...
thankful that i can see the lesson, it's done, the consequences may come, but i pray they do not...I know that won't happen again...patience for the future is where my mind will stay

*** in much better news, the first Monday of the New Year had me see the gym and an evening short wii workout!!! ***

Happy New Year

Happy New Year!!! 1/1/2011....

Wow! 2010 was a great year and I know that awesome, wonderful and great things are coming up soon!!!! I'm feeling hopeful and I know that I am moving towards things that will help my career and my world and my life...I'm happy to be continuing to save so I can buy my home, to build a business and to continue to learn grow and to be pursuing health!

Pursuing all things is what I'm going to continue to do...

Last night...
I opted to stay home, then I thought about having company, that fell through, but I still wanna kick it with him....I'm such a girl!!! blah...it's Saturday night, I worked early today and will again tomorrow...I'm tired...so I'm going to lay it down as I watch a little Game marathon! yippeee for cable, that I wanna cancel cause it's not helping me save!!!! Well as always I have things to work on...

Good night peeps...new year...keep on pushing, learning, pursuing life every day!!!!

Well at least since the last time I blogged on 12/23/10 I have been 100% on point!!!! so I'm moving slowly, but surely in the right direction...I still have PLENTY of work to do...slowly, surely

what''s wrong BooBoo???

Thursday December 23, 2010

Hello…I’m Ms. TL and I’m feeling some kind a way…Haven’t been blogging and my life has dipped and dogged, nothing too exciting or too mundane. I lost a buddy from work, and gained some flirtatious fun, spent too much money, lost weight and gained weight, I need some big dolla’s for some must have’s and not to mention pay off all these dayum credit card charges…moving back and forth, back and forth…it can really muss up a plan…but it happens, ready to rebound...

I have a list of need to do’s and the most pressing involve money (of course) …I haven’t been accomplishing anything, just moving the end of the semester sucked, well I think I fell apart about thanksgiving, so maybe I should be too hard on myself, I been off track for a month (not to mention, I was trying to add to my list of lovah’s…it didn’t happen, and today I’m kinda glad for it…but that’s somethoughts for some other time) a month is not forever, but it’s a long time…it might be over a month since I last was in the gym, I’m thinking 6-8 weeks…eekkk!!!!

Ok Ms TL maybe just needed to get this off of her chest, cause now I feel really good so, I must DO! I got chores up the ying yang.

OK, I’m up and going, I’m probably not going to work tomorrow, I’m going to clean up this place and make some calls that I need to make, take care of some chores that I been neglecting.

a day off

Today I had a day off, I was going to go keep a friend calm at the hospital while her kid had some surgery, but the location changed and I didn't think I was still needed....I got some good rest instead...I ran some errands and been doing some early Christmas sewing for work...nothing exciting, just some stockings that I'd seamed up...they were cut and unfortunately glued together, but I still was able to seam them up and put a little fabric on to make some cuffs, I'm almost done, about 4 more togo...

so this day off has been pretty uneventful...my room is clean, I did that on Sunday night, but I need to do some laundry...I'm on my way to hit the gym...I MUST start getting in some more regular exercise in...last week I flaked on it, but this week I'm determined to get some exercise in 4 days a week...so right now, at 9pm on a Monday night I must hit the gym...I have many miles to travel....

I'm working hard on doing what I say I'm going to do...I do a pretty good job of doing what I say I will do for others, but things I tell myself...I do not follow through with, specifically working out! I must get prepared for this marathon, that I'd like to complete for breast cancer...

back with connections

Well I was given a new laptop!!! YAY & THANKS!!!!

So I haven't been blogging, cause I didn't want my info compromised...I'm trying to be real secretive with this whole my online big azz mouth...twitter ain't cutting it...my fake name is well known...

well...alots been brewing, I actually don't know how long it might take me to get back into the stream of writing or where I might begin...

I'll think on it, but I'm sure I'll have something to say again soon

two weeks later, still distracted

I'm still partaking in my same distraction...I was about a week from not participating, but then I went back...going back is a situation that I been repeating...just goofy, I know...
I cooked today, boy did I cook, feeling kinda domesticated been talking to a man that I been wanting to talk to for a minute...it would be nice to cook for a man like i did today, when i woke up I cooked a great breakfast and then crawled back into bed, woulda been so nice tohave someone to crawl in with...but it is what is it...
i haven't been working on my self for one lick and i must get to that...that's dumb not to...so if i stop with number one then i will definately complete number two...so since one is impeding two, two must be one and one must go...
goodnight!