back on track, challenges, new directions

so i'm working it out on point...exercising often and i'm HAPPY!!!

someone wanted to challenge me today at work, but no i'm not having it! walked away, said a prayer, cooled down and didn't let it get to me. but i did have to advise my sup it's time for him to make a move...i think he's very passive and doesn't want to get into stuff, but i really believe he starts mess...he don't like me and he's passive and scary...so idk, but i'm not letting it worry me...i prayed, and stayed outta the drama...did i mention i'm HAPPY!!!!

I'm thinking about doing something different...not sure the direction i will be taking, but it's going to be something interesting...I hope it helps propel my future business....I'm sure it will, i just must make it happen...but i also know i'm spread really thin right now, so i gotta chill, plot and plan

I am HAPPY!!! I have goals, and I must make them happen...I must keep prayerful and make sure I'm following the Lord's path and continue to ask for guidance and listen for the directions...tomorrow i'm going to weigh, haven't done that in 3 weeks, nervous, but I know I will have positive results!!

Goodnight world, the babbler is sleepy

self sabatoge

my impatience and maybe a little self pity allowed me to do something i really regret...not because of the act, or the person, but because of what else i want...i want something more and something better but i cheapened it for the right now, that gave no inkling or resemblance of the want...it was something but it wasn't comfort...
i have a hard time slowing down, i want things in my time, but i can't always have it in my time...I know that the behaviour i exhibited can affect my want for more, more might not want that impatient girl...so i must become patient and always work towards the wants not the right nows....right nows are many, wants are few and far between...
thankful that i can see the lesson, it's done, the consequences may come, but i pray they do not...I know that won't happen again...patience for the future is where my mind will stay

*** in much better news, the first Monday of the New Year had me see the gym and an evening short wii workout!!! ***

a day off

Today I had a day off, I was going to go keep a friend calm at the hospital while her kid had some surgery, but the location changed and I didn't think I was still needed....I got some good rest instead...I ran some errands and been doing some early Christmas sewing for work...nothing exciting, just some stockings that I'd seamed up...they were cut and unfortunately glued together, but I still was able to seam them up and put a little fabric on to make some cuffs, I'm almost done, about 4 more togo...

so this day off has been pretty uneventful...my room is clean, I did that on Sunday night, but I need to do some laundry...I'm on my way to hit the gym...I MUST start getting in some more regular exercise in...last week I flaked on it, but this week I'm determined to get some exercise in 4 days a week...so right now, at 9pm on a Monday night I must hit the gym...I have many miles to travel....

I'm working hard on doing what I say I'm going to do...I do a pretty good job of doing what I say I will do for others, but things I tell myself...I do not follow through with, specifically working out! I must get prepared for this marathon, that I'd like to complete for breast cancer...